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		<title>Tony at 10:14, 28 June 2024</title>
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&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot; data-marker=&quot;−&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #ffe49c; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;[[Tolichka]]! I&amp;#039;m writing this note in addition to your subscription. My principal aim is to thank you and to encourage you in writing the diary, which I&amp;#039;m reading with the same interest as a novel. And furthermore, you, like a true &lt;del style=&quot;font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;&quot;&gt;novellist&lt;/del&gt;, always stop at the most interesting parts. How impatiently I&amp;#039;m looking forward to the promised description of &amp;#039;&amp;#039;Tuesday&amp;#039;&amp;#039;!&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot; data-marker=&quot;+&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #a3d3ff; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;[[Tolichka]]! I&amp;#039;m writing this note in addition to your subscription. My principal aim is to thank you and to encourage you in writing the diary, which I&amp;#039;m reading with the same interest as a novel. And furthermore, you, like a true &lt;ins style=&quot;font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;&quot;&gt;novelist&lt;/ins&gt;, always stop at the most interesting parts. How impatiently I&amp;#039;m looking forward to the promised description of &amp;#039;&amp;#039;Tuesday&amp;#039;&amp;#039;!&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
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&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;I also wanted to tell you that I now find it funny and embarrassing to remember what a fuss I made over your letter about [[Antonina Ivanovna]]. I completely lose my mind as soon as this matter comes up! I was imagining all sorts of things! I had already decided that she was starting a criminal case {{...}}. I could vividly imagine myself making a final speech, but I perished under the weight of the shameful accusation. I put on a brave face in my letters to you, but essentially I considered myself utterly ruined. Now all this seems to me to have been pure madness.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;I also wanted to tell you that I now find it funny and embarrassing to remember what a fuss I made over your letter about [[Antonina Ivanovna]]. I completely lose my mind as soon as this matter comes up! I was imagining all sorts of things! I had already decided that she was starting a criminal case {{...}}. I could vividly imagine myself making a final speech, but I perished under the weight of the shameful accusation. I put on a brave face in my letters to you, but essentially I considered myself utterly ruined. Now all this seems to me to have been pure madness.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
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		<author><name>Tony</name></author>
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		<title>Brett at 09:28, 7 January 2024</title>
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&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;|Original text={{right|{{datestyle|&amp;#039;&amp;#039;Париж&amp;#039;&amp;#039;|7 я[нваря] 1879|26 д[екабря] 1878|}}}}&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;|Original text={{right|{{datestyle|&amp;#039;&amp;#039;Париж&amp;#039;&amp;#039;|7 я[нваря] 1879|26 д[екабря] 1878|}}}}&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot; data-marker=&quot;−&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #ffe49c; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;Толичка! Пишу тебе эту записку сверх абонемента. Главная моя цель поблагодарить тебя и поощрить в писании дневника, который я читаю с интересом романа. А ты, как истый романист ещё вдобавок, останавливаешься на самом интересном месте. С каким нетерпением жду обещанного описания &amp;#039;&amp;#039;вторника&amp;#039;&amp;#039;&lt;del style=&quot;font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;&quot;&gt;?&lt;/del&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot; data-marker=&quot;+&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #a3d3ff; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;Толичка! Пишу тебе эту записку сверх абонемента. Главная моя цель поблагодарить тебя и поощрить в писании дневника, который я читаю с интересом романа. А ты, как истый романист ещё вдобавок, останавливаешься на самом интересном месте. С каким нетерпением жду обещанного описания &amp;#039;&amp;#039;вторника&amp;#039;&amp;#039;&lt;ins style=&quot;font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;&quot;&gt;!&lt;/ins&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;Ещё хочу тебе сказать, что мне теперь смешно и совестно вспомнить, какую кутерьму я поднял по поводу твоего письма об А[нтонине] И[вановне]. Я делаюсь совсем сумасшедшим, как только это дело всплывает! Чего я не воображал себе? Между прочим я а своём уме уже решил, что она начинает уголовное дело {{...}} Живо я воображал себя последней речи, но погибал под тяжестью позорного обвинения. В письмах к тебе я храбрился, но в сущности считал себя уже совсем погибшим. Теперь все это представляется мне чистым сумасшествием.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;Ещё хочу тебе сказать, что мне теперь смешно и совестно вспомнить, какую кутерьму я поднял по поводу твоего письма об А[нтонине] И[вановне]. Я делаюсь совсем сумасшедшим, как только это дело всплывает! Чего я не воображал себе? Между прочим я а своём уме уже решил, что она начинает уголовное дело {{...}} Живо я воображал себя последней речи, но погибал под тяжестью позорного обвинения. В письмах к тебе я храбрился, но в сущности считал себя уже совсем погибшим. Теперь все это представляется мне чистым сумасшествием.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
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&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;Рукопись я считаю погибшей и уже примирился с этим.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;Рукопись я считаю погибшей и уже примирился с этим.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
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&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot; data-marker=&quot;−&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #ffe49c; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;|Translated text=&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot; data-marker=&quot;+&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #a3d3ff; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;|Translated text=&lt;ins style=&quot;font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;&quot;&gt;{{right|{{datestyle|&amp;#039;&amp;#039;[[Paris]]&amp;#039;&amp;#039;|7 January 1879|26 December 1878|}}}}&lt;/ins&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td colspan=&quot;2&quot; class=&quot;diff-side-deleted&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot; data-marker=&quot;+&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #a3d3ff; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;ins style=&quot;font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;&quot;&gt;[[Tolichka]]! I&amp;#039;m writing this note in addition to your subscription. My principal aim is to thank you and to encourage you in writing the diary, which I&amp;#039;m reading with the same interest as a novel. And furthermore, you, like a true novellist, always stop at the most interesting parts. How impatiently I&amp;#039;m looking forward to the promised description of &amp;#039;&amp;#039;Tuesday&amp;#039;&amp;#039;!&lt;/ins&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td colspan=&quot;2&quot; class=&quot;diff-side-deleted&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot; data-marker=&quot;+&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #a3d3ff; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt; &lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td colspan=&quot;2&quot; class=&quot;diff-side-deleted&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot; data-marker=&quot;+&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #a3d3ff; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;ins style=&quot;font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;&quot;&gt;I also wanted to tell you that I now find it funny and embarrassing to remember what a fuss I made over your letter about [[Antonina Ivanovna]]. I completely lose my mind as soon as this matter comes up! I was imagining all sorts of things! I had already decided that she was starting a criminal case {{...}}. I could vividly imagine myself making a final speech, but I perished under the weight of the shameful accusation. I put on a brave face in my letters to you, but essentially I considered myself utterly ruined. Now all this seems to me to have been pure madness.&lt;/ins&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td colspan=&quot;2&quot; class=&quot;diff-side-deleted&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot; data-marker=&quot;+&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #a3d3ff; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt; &lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td colspan=&quot;2&quot; class=&quot;diff-side-deleted&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot; data-marker=&quot;+&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #a3d3ff; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;ins style=&quot;font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;&quot;&gt;I&amp;#039;m also &amp;#039;&amp;#039;terribly&amp;#039;&amp;#039; ashamed that I complained to you about dear, kind, loving &amp;#039;&amp;#039;[[Kotik]]&amp;#039;&amp;#039;!&lt;/ins&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td colspan=&quot;2&quot; class=&quot;diff-side-deleted&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot; data-marker=&quot;+&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #a3d3ff; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt; &lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td colspan=&quot;2&quot; class=&quot;diff-side-deleted&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot; data-marker=&quot;+&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #a3d3ff; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;ins style=&quot;font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;&quot;&gt;You will find out more details about the last few days in a letter to [[Modest]].&lt;/ins&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td colspan=&quot;2&quot; class=&quot;diff-side-deleted&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot; data-marker=&quot;+&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #a3d3ff; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt; &lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td colspan=&quot;2&quot; class=&quot;diff-side-deleted&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot; data-marker=&quot;+&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #a3d3ff; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;ins style=&quot;font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;&quot;&gt;I kiss you countless times. &lt;/ins&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td colspan=&quot;2&quot; class=&quot;diff-side-deleted&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot; data-marker=&quot;+&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #a3d3ff; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;ins style=&quot;font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;&quot;&gt;{{right|Yours, P. Tchaikovsky}}&lt;/ins&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td colspan=&quot;2&quot; class=&quot;diff-side-deleted&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot; data-marker=&quot;+&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #a3d3ff; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;ins style=&quot;font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;&quot;&gt;I consider the manuscript to have been lost, and I&amp;#039;m already reconciled to this. &lt;/ins&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;}}&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;}}&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
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		<title>Brett at 09:29, 31 March 2020</title>
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|Date=26 December 1878/7 January 1879&lt;br /&gt;
|To=[[Anatoly Tchaikovsky]]&lt;br /&gt;
|Place=[[Paris]]&lt;br /&gt;
|Language=Russian&lt;br /&gt;
|Autograph=[[Klin]] (Russia): {{RUS-KLč}} (a{{sup|3}}, No. 1203)&lt;br /&gt;
|Publication={{bib|1940/210|П. И. Чайковский. Письма к родным ; том 1}} (1940), p. 496 (abridged)&amp;lt;br/&amp;gt;{{bib|1962/102|П. И. Чайковский. Полное собрание сочинений ; том VII}} (1962), p. 567 (abridged)&lt;br /&gt;
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|Original text={{right|{{datestyle|&amp;#039;&amp;#039;Париж&amp;#039;&amp;#039;|7 я[нваря] 1879|26 д[екабря] 1878|}}}}&lt;br /&gt;
Толичка! Пишу тебе эту записку сверх абонемента. Главная моя цель поблагодарить тебя и поощрить в писании дневника, который я читаю с интересом романа. А ты, как истый романист ещё вдобавок, останавливаешься на самом интересном месте. С каким нетерпением жду обещанного описания &amp;#039;&amp;#039;вторника&amp;#039;&amp;#039;?&lt;br /&gt;
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Ещё хочу тебе сказать, что мне теперь смешно и совестно вспомнить, какую кутерьму я поднял по поводу твоего письма об А[нтонине] И[вановне]. Я делаюсь совсем сумасшедшим, как только это дело всплывает! Чего я не воображал себе? Между прочим я а своём уме уже решил, что она начинает уголовное дело {{...}} Живо я воображал себя последней речи, но погибал под тяжестью позорного обвинения. В письмах к тебе я храбрился, но в сущности считал себя уже совсем погибшим. Теперь все это представляется мне чистым сумасшествием.&lt;br /&gt;
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Мне также &amp;#039;&amp;#039;ужасно&amp;#039;&amp;#039; стыдно, что я тебе жаловался на милого, доброго, любящего &amp;#039;&amp;#039;Котика&amp;#039;&amp;#039;!&lt;br /&gt;
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Подробности о последних днях узнаешь из письма к Модесту.&lt;br /&gt;
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Целую тебя бессчётно.&lt;br /&gt;
{{right|Твой П. Чайковский}}&lt;br /&gt;
Рукопись я считаю погибшей и уже примирился с этим.&lt;br /&gt;
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