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		<title>Tony: &quot;She&#039;s ... fusses&quot; to &quot;She ... fusses&quot;</title>
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		<summary type="html">&lt;p&gt;&amp;quot;She&amp;#039;s ... fusses&amp;quot; to &amp;quot;She ... fusses&amp;quot;&lt;/p&gt;
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				&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td colspan=&quot;2&quot; class=&quot;diff-lineno&quot; id=&quot;mw-diff-left-l17&quot;&gt;Line 17:&lt;/td&gt;
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&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;|Translated text={{right|16 May 1881}}&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;|Translated text={{right|16 May 1881}}&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot; data-marker=&quot;−&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #ffe49c; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;[[Modya]]! I&amp;#039;ve been meaning to write to you all day, but I couldn&amp;#039;t. In the morning I had music lessons with [[Bobik]], had dinner in the big house, then there was a trip to the forest, then a trip to the woods, then vespers, supper and vint. But, being afraid to leave you for ages without news about us, I&amp;#039;m hastening to write at least a few lines. [[Sasha]] is recovering, despite the grief caused by the viper Trubetskoy. She is still rather pale and wan, but she&amp;#039;s completely resumed her former life; she fusses and bustles all day so much, that we even have to stop her. She&lt;del style=&quot;font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;&quot;&gt;&amp;#039;s &lt;/del&gt;even fusses over &amp;#039;&amp;#039;vint&amp;#039;&amp;#039;, but this all seems to interest her; it&amp;#039;s clear that her strength is returning. There is good news from [[Tanya]] — she is cheerful and thoroughly well. I&amp;#039;m living from day to day, a so-so, dull, empty life. Promptly every evening, i.e. at the start of the night, I think about [[Alyosha]], about the irrevocability of the past, and weep. This has become a habit for me (&amp;#039;&amp;#039;I sleep splendidly&amp;#039;&amp;#039;). I&amp;#039;m studying the &amp;#039;&amp;#039;Obikhod&amp;#039;&amp;#039;, and intend to write an [[All-Night Vigil|all-night vigil]]. I&amp;#039;m not writing a great deal. I&amp;#039;m very keen to visit [[Grankino]], but I truly can&amp;#039;t say anything else. In general I&amp;#039;m thoroughly well physically, but a little nostalgic and secretly indulging in melancholy, although not too much. I kiss you hard, [[Modichka]].&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot; data-marker=&quot;+&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #a3d3ff; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;[[Modya]]! I&amp;#039;ve been meaning to write to you all day, but I couldn&amp;#039;t. In the morning I had music lessons with [[Bobik]], had dinner in the big house, then there was a trip to the forest, then a trip to the woods, then vespers, supper and vint. But, being afraid to leave you for ages without news about us, I&amp;#039;m hastening to write at least a few lines. [[Sasha]] is recovering, despite the grief caused by the viper Trubetskoy. She is still rather pale and wan, but she&amp;#039;s completely resumed her former life; she fusses and bustles all day so much, that we even have to stop her. She even fusses over &amp;#039;&amp;#039;vint&amp;#039;&amp;#039;, but this all seems to interest her; it&amp;#039;s clear that her strength is returning. There is good news from [[Tanya]] — she is cheerful and thoroughly well. I&amp;#039;m living from day to day, a so-so, dull, empty life. Promptly every evening, i.e. at the start of the night, I think about [[Alyosha]], about the irrevocability of the past, and weep. This has become a habit for me (&amp;#039;&amp;#039;I sleep splendidly&amp;#039;&amp;#039;). I&amp;#039;m studying the &amp;#039;&amp;#039;Obikhod&amp;#039;&amp;#039;, and intend to write an [[All-Night Vigil|all-night vigil]]. I&amp;#039;m not writing a great deal. I&amp;#039;m very keen to visit [[Grankino]], but I truly can&amp;#039;t say anything else. In general&lt;ins style=&quot;font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;&quot;&gt;, &lt;/ins&gt;I&amp;#039;m thoroughly well physically, but a little nostalgic and secretly indulging in melancholy, although not too much. I kiss you hard, [[Modichka]].&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;{{right|P. Tchaikovsky}}&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;{{right|P. Tchaikovsky}}&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;Please, don&amp;#039;t go on about your 150 rubles. I forgot about that ages ago. I&amp;#039;ll write in more detail soon.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;Please, don&amp;#039;t go on about your 150 rubles. I forgot about that ages ago. I&amp;#039;ll write in more detail soon.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
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		<author><name>Tony</name></author>
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		<title>Brett at 07:46, 28 May 2024</title>
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		<updated>2024-05-28T07:46:31Z</updated>

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&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot; data-marker=&quot;−&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #ffe49c; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;|Translator=&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot; data-marker=&quot;+&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #a3d3ff; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;|Translator=&lt;ins style=&quot;font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;&quot;&gt;Brett Langston&lt;/ins&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;|Original text={{right|16 мая 1881 г[ода]}}&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;|Original text={{right|16 мая 1881 г[ода]}}&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot; data-marker=&quot;−&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #ffe49c; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;Модя! Целый день собирался тебе писать, и не пришлось. Утром занимался с Бобиком музыкой, обедал в большом доме, потом была поездка в лес, &lt;del style=&quot;font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;&quot;&gt;патам &lt;/del&gt;всенощная, ужин и винт. Но, боясь долго оставлять тебя без известий о нас, спешу написать хоть несколько строк. Саша поправляется, несмотря на горесть, причинённую гадиной Трубецким. Она ещё немножко желта и бледна, но уж вполне втянулась в прежнюю жизнь; целый день возится и суетится так, что даже приходится останавливать её. В &amp;#039;&amp;#039;винте&amp;#039;&amp;#039; тоже суетлива, но всё это её, видимо, интересует; ясно, что силы возвращаются. От Тани хорошие известия, ей весело, и совершенно здорова. Я живу со дня на день&lt;del style=&quot;font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;&quot;&gt;. &lt;/del&gt;так себе, серенькой, пустенькой жизнью. Аккуратно каждый вечер, т. е. в начале ночи, думаю об Алёше, о невозвратности прошлого и плачу. Это вошло у меня в обычай (&amp;#039;&amp;#039;сплю отлично&amp;#039;&amp;#039;). Изучаю &amp;#039;&amp;#039;обиход&amp;#039;&amp;#039; и собираюсь написать всенощную. Большого ничего не пишу. Очень хочется побывать в Гранкине, но ничего ещё сказать верного не могу. В общем совершенно здоров физически, но немного устарел и втайне предаюсь меланхолии, однако не сильно. Целую тебя, Модичка, крепко.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot; data-marker=&quot;+&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #a3d3ff; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;Модя! Целый день собирался тебе писать, и не пришлось. Утром занимался с Бобиком музыкой, обедал в большом доме, потом была поездка в лес, &lt;ins style=&quot;font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;&quot;&gt;потом &lt;/ins&gt;всенощная, ужин и винт. Но, боясь долго оставлять тебя без известий о нас, спешу написать хоть несколько строк. Саша поправляется, несмотря на горесть, причинённую гадиной Трубецким. Она ещё немножко желта и бледна, но уж вполне втянулась в прежнюю жизнь; целый день возится и суетится так, что даже приходится останавливать её. В &amp;#039;&amp;#039;винте&amp;#039;&amp;#039; тоже суетлива, но всё это её, видимо, интересует; ясно, что силы возвращаются. От Тани хорошие известия, ей весело, и совершенно здорова. Я живу со дня на день&lt;ins style=&quot;font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;&quot;&gt;, &lt;/ins&gt;так себе, серенькой, пустенькой жизнью. Аккуратно каждый вечер, т. е. в начале ночи, думаю об Алёше, о невозвратности прошлого и плачу. Это вошло у меня в обычай (&amp;#039;&amp;#039;сплю отлично&amp;#039;&amp;#039;). Изучаю &amp;#039;&amp;#039;обиход&amp;#039;&amp;#039; и собираюсь написать всенощную. Большого ничего не пишу. Очень хочется побывать в Гранкине, но ничего ещё сказать верного не могу. В общем совершенно здоров физически, но немного устарел и втайне предаюсь меланхолии, однако не сильно. Целую тебя, Модичка, крепко.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;{{right|П. Чайковский}}&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;{{right|П. Чайковский}}&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot; data-marker=&quot;−&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #ffe49c; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;Пожалуйста, не толкуй про свои 150 р[ублей] Я уж давно и позабыл о них. Напишу обстоятельнее скоро.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot; data-marker=&quot;+&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #a3d3ff; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;Пожалуйста, не толкуй про свои 150 р[ублей]&lt;ins style=&quot;font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;&quot;&gt;. &lt;/ins&gt;Я уж давно и позабыл о них. Напишу обстоятельнее скоро.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
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&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot; data-marker=&quot;−&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #ffe49c; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;|Translated text=&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot; data-marker=&quot;+&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #a3d3ff; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;|Translated text=&lt;ins style=&quot;font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;&quot;&gt;{{right|16 May 1881}}&lt;/ins&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td colspan=&quot;2&quot; class=&quot;diff-side-deleted&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot; data-marker=&quot;+&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #a3d3ff; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;ins style=&quot;font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;&quot;&gt;[[Modya]]! I&amp;#039;ve been meaning to write to you all day, but I couldn&amp;#039;t. In the morning I had music lessons with [[Bobik]], had dinner in the big house, then there was a trip to the forest, then a trip to the woods, then vespers, supper and vint. But, being afraid to leave you for ages without news about us, I&amp;#039;m hastening to write at least a few lines. [[Sasha]] is recovering, despite the grief caused by the viper Trubetskoy. She is still rather pale and wan, but she&amp;#039;s completely resumed her former life; she fusses and bustles all day so much, that we even have to stop her. She&amp;#039;s even fusses over &amp;#039;&amp;#039;vint&amp;#039;&amp;#039;, but this all seems to interest her; it&amp;#039;s clear that her strength is returning. There is good news from [[Tanya]] — she is cheerful and thoroughly well. I&amp;#039;m living from day to day, a so-so, dull, empty life. Promptly every evening, i.e. at the start of the night, I think about [[Alyosha]], about the irrevocability of the past, and weep. This has become a habit for me (&amp;#039;&amp;#039;I sleep splendidly&amp;#039;&amp;#039;). I&amp;#039;m studying the &amp;#039;&amp;#039;Obikhod&amp;#039;&amp;#039;, and intend to write an [[All-Night Vigil|all-night vigil]]. I&amp;#039;m not writing a great deal. I&amp;#039;m very keen to visit [[Grankino]], but I truly can&amp;#039;t say anything else. In general I&amp;#039;m thoroughly well physically, but a little nostalgic and secretly indulging in melancholy, although not too much. I kiss you hard, [[Modichka]].&lt;/ins&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
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&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td colspan=&quot;2&quot; class=&quot;diff-side-deleted&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot; data-marker=&quot;+&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #a3d3ff; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;ins style=&quot;font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;&quot;&gt;Please, don&amp;#039;t go on about your 150 rubles. I forgot about that ages ago. I&amp;#039;ll write in more detail soon.&lt;/ins&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
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|Date=16/28 May 1881&lt;br /&gt;
|To=[[Modest Tchaikovsky]]&lt;br /&gt;
|Place=[[Kamenka]]&lt;br /&gt;
|Language=Russian&lt;br /&gt;
|Autograph=[[Klin]] (Russia): {{RUS-KLč}} (a{{sup|3}}, No. 1628)&lt;br /&gt;
|Publication={{bib|1966/44|П. И. Чайковский. Полное собрание сочинений ; том X}} (1966), p. 109–110&lt;br /&gt;
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Модя! Целый день собирался тебе писать, и не пришлось. Утром занимался с Бобиком музыкой, обедал в большом доме, потом была поездка в лес, патам всенощная, ужин и винт. Но, боясь долго оставлять тебя без известий о нас, спешу написать хоть несколько строк. Саша поправляется, несмотря на горесть, причинённую гадиной Трубецким. Она ещё немножко желта и бледна, но уж вполне втянулась в прежнюю жизнь; целый день возится и суетится так, что даже приходится останавливать её. В &amp;#039;&amp;#039;винте&amp;#039;&amp;#039; тоже суетлива, но всё это её, видимо, интересует; ясно, что силы возвращаются. От Тани хорошие известия, ей весело, и совершенно здорова. Я живу со дня на день. так себе, серенькой, пустенькой жизнью. Аккуратно каждый вечер, т. е. в начале ночи, думаю об Алёше, о невозвратности прошлого и плачу. Это вошло у меня в обычай (&amp;#039;&amp;#039;сплю отлично&amp;#039;&amp;#039;). Изучаю &amp;#039;&amp;#039;обиход&amp;#039;&amp;#039; и собираюсь написать всенощную. Большого ничего не пишу. Очень хочется побывать в Гранкине, но ничего ещё сказать верного не могу. В общем совершенно здоров физически, но немного устарел и втайне предаюсь меланхолии, однако не сильно. Целую тебя, Модичка, крепко.&lt;br /&gt;
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Пожалуйста, не толкуй про свои 150 р[ублей] Я уж давно и позабыл о них. Напишу обстоятельнее скоро.&lt;br /&gt;
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