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		<title>Tony: &quot;it it&quot; to &quot;if it&quot; for accuracy of meaning / &quot;remind you to tell me&quot; to &quot;remind me to tell you&quot;</title>
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		<summary type="html">&lt;p&gt;&amp;quot;it it&amp;quot; to &amp;quot;if it&amp;quot; for accuracy of meaning / &amp;quot;remind you to tell me&amp;quot; to &amp;quot;remind me to tell you&amp;quot;&lt;/p&gt;
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				&lt;td colspan=&quot;2&quot; style=&quot;background-color: #fff; color: #202122; text-align: center;&quot;&gt;Revision as of 13:51, 30 December 2024&lt;/td&gt;
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&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;|Translated text={{right|&amp;#039;&amp;#039;[[Paris]]&amp;#039;&amp;#039;&amp;lt;br/&amp;gt;22 April 1883}}&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;|Translated text={{right|&amp;#039;&amp;#039;[[Paris]]&amp;#039;&amp;#039;&amp;lt;br/&amp;gt;22 April 1883}}&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot; data-marker=&quot;−&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #ffe49c; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;[[Modinka]]! Please, don&amp;#039;t torment yourself over me. I assure you that I&amp;#039;m not experiencing any nervousness whatsoever, and that in general my health is excellent. Of course, if at all possible, I wouldn&amp;#039;t be staying in [[Paris]] — but &lt;del style=&quot;font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;&quot;&gt;it &lt;/del&gt;it has to be done, then what else is there to do&lt;del style=&quot;font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;&quot;&gt;. &lt;/del&gt;And most importantly, please don&amp;#039;t reproach yourself for anything. You did &amp;#039;&amp;#039;everything and exactly&amp;#039;&amp;#039; what you ought to have done. As for you being able to leave my involvement out of all this — that&amp;#039;s even funny to talk about. What do you think is better for me: to share this misfortune sent upon us with you, or to be living contentedly in [[Rome]] somewhere, knowing that you alone are suffering hardship here? This isn&amp;#039;t worth talking about. We are both victims of a coincidence of fate.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot; data-marker=&quot;+&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #a3d3ff; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;[[Modinka]]! Please, don&amp;#039;t torment yourself over me. I assure you that I&amp;#039;m not experiencing any nervousness whatsoever, and that in general my health is excellent. Of course, if at all possible, I wouldn&amp;#039;t be staying in [[Paris]] — but &lt;ins style=&quot;font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;&quot;&gt;if &lt;/ins&gt;it has to be done, then what else is there to do&lt;ins style=&quot;font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;&quot;&gt;? &lt;/ins&gt;And most importantly, please don&amp;#039;t reproach yourself for anything. You did &amp;#039;&amp;#039;everything and exactly&amp;#039;&amp;#039; what you ought to have done. As for you being able to leave my involvement out of all this — that&amp;#039;s even funny to talk about. What do you think is better for me: to share this misfortune sent upon us with you, or to be living contentedly in [[Rome]] somewhere, knowing that you alone are suffering hardship here? This isn&amp;#039;t worth talking about. We are both victims of a coincidence of fate.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;Yesterday was a holiday here, and everything was shut. There was a fierce north wind blowing, and I wore a warm coat. [[Tanya]] was asleep when I arrived; I sat for an hour with [[Lizaveta Mikhaylovna]], but seeing that she was still sleeping, I left. Just imagine that yesterday after dinner the three of them went to the hippodrome and sat contentedly through the whole performance. Could we have imagined something like this a month ago? When they told me this today, I simply leapt up in astonishment.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;Yesterday was a holiday here, and everything was shut. There was a fierce north wind blowing, and I wore a warm coat. [[Tanya]] was asleep when I arrived; I sat for an hour with [[Lizaveta Mikhaylovna]], but seeing that she was still sleeping, I left. Just imagine that yesterday after dinner the three of them went to the hippodrome and sat contentedly through the whole performance. Could we have imagined something like this a month ago? When they told me this today, I simply leapt up in astonishment.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot; data-marker=&quot;−&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #ffe49c; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;I had dinner terribly late again yesterday, and then strolled along the Champs-Elysées. There was a &amp;#039;&amp;#039;Club&amp;#039;&amp;#039;, a veritable &amp;#039;&amp;#039;club&amp;#039;&amp;#039;! I was transfixed by a whole gang of Rivoli and Rabuses, indulging in idle fun. They squealed, screamed, ran around, sometimes holding hands and singing &amp;#039;&amp;#039;rondes&amp;#039;&amp;#039; in high voices. I heard cries of: &amp;quot;que cherches tu donc, Susanne&amp;quot;, and &amp;quot;je ne sais ce que j&amp;#039;ai, je crois que je suis enceinte&amp;quot;, and &amp;quot;ah, mesdames, nous aurons chacune un homme ce soir&amp;quot;, etc. And later there I witnessed one mysterious dramatic incident, &lt;del style=&quot;font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;&quot;&gt;which I&amp;#039;ll &lt;/del&gt;remind you &lt;del style=&quot;font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;&quot;&gt;tell me &lt;/del&gt;about when we meet. I slept well. I worked very hard. Today [[Tanya]] received me in her bed; she felt completely fine and was very cheerful. I&amp;#039;ve even ceased to anticipate that what I&amp;#039;ve been anticipating for so long will ever happen. It&amp;#039;s not like that at all, and now you&amp;#039;ve already been gone for more than 2 weeks.  &lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot; data-marker=&quot;+&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #a3d3ff; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;I had dinner terribly late again yesterday, and then strolled along the Champs-Elysées. There was a &amp;#039;&amp;#039;Club&amp;#039;&amp;#039;, a veritable &amp;#039;&amp;#039;club&amp;#039;&amp;#039;! I was transfixed by a whole gang of Rivoli and Rabuses, indulging in idle fun. They squealed, screamed, ran around, sometimes holding hands and singing &amp;#039;&amp;#039;rondes&amp;#039;&amp;#039; in high voices. I heard cries of: &amp;quot;que cherches tu donc, Susanne&amp;quot;, and &amp;quot;je ne sais ce que j&amp;#039;ai, je crois que je suis enceinte&amp;quot;, and &amp;quot;ah, mesdames, nous aurons chacune un homme ce soir&amp;quot;, etc. And later there&lt;ins style=&quot;font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;&quot;&gt;, &lt;/ins&gt;I witnessed one mysterious dramatic incident, remind &lt;ins style=&quot;font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;&quot;&gt;me to tell &lt;/ins&gt;you about &lt;ins style=&quot;font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;&quot;&gt;this &lt;/ins&gt;when we meet. I slept well. I worked very hard. Today [[Tanya]] received me in her bed; she felt completely fine and was very cheerful. I&amp;#039;ve even ceased to anticipate that what I&amp;#039;ve been anticipating for so long will ever happen. It&amp;#039;s not like that at all, and now you&amp;#039;ve already been gone for more than 2 weeks.  &lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;[[Lyova]] has sent 600 rubles. The cold is awful today; a lot of people are wearing fur coats.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;[[Lyova]] has sent 600 rubles. The cold is awful today; a lot of people are wearing fur coats.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
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		<author><name>Tony</name></author>
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		<title>Brett: Text replacement - &quot;Leva&quot; to &quot;Lyova&quot;</title>
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		<updated>2024-06-25T09:10:36Z</updated>

		<summary type="html">&lt;p&gt;Text replacement - &amp;quot;&lt;a href=&quot;/pages/Leva&quot; class=&quot;mw-redirect&quot; title=&quot;Leva&quot;&gt;Leva&lt;/a&gt;&amp;quot; to &amp;quot;&lt;a href=&quot;/pages/Lyova&quot; class=&quot;mw-redirect&quot; title=&quot;Lyova&quot;&gt;Lyova&lt;/a&gt;&amp;quot;&lt;/p&gt;
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				&lt;td colspan=&quot;2&quot; style=&quot;background-color: #fff; color: #202122; text-align: center;&quot;&gt;Revision as of 11:10, 25 June 2024&lt;/td&gt;
				&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td colspan=&quot;2&quot; class=&quot;diff-lineno&quot; id=&quot;mw-diff-left-l30&quot;&gt;Line 30:&lt;/td&gt;
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&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;I had dinner terribly late again yesterday, and then strolled along the Champs-Elysées. There was a &amp;#039;&amp;#039;Club&amp;#039;&amp;#039;, a veritable &amp;#039;&amp;#039;club&amp;#039;&amp;#039;! I was transfixed by a whole gang of Rivoli and Rabuses, indulging in idle fun. They squealed, screamed, ran around, sometimes holding hands and singing &amp;#039;&amp;#039;rondes&amp;#039;&amp;#039; in high voices. I heard cries of: &amp;quot;que cherches tu donc, Susanne&amp;quot;, and &amp;quot;je ne sais ce que j&amp;#039;ai, je crois que je suis enceinte&amp;quot;, and &amp;quot;ah, mesdames, nous aurons chacune un homme ce soir&amp;quot;, etc. And later there I witnessed one mysterious dramatic incident, which I&amp;#039;ll remind you tell me about when we meet. I slept well. I worked very hard. Today [[Tanya]] received me in her bed; she felt completely fine and was very cheerful. I&amp;#039;ve even ceased to anticipate that what I&amp;#039;ve been anticipating for so long will ever happen. It&amp;#039;s not like that at all, and now you&amp;#039;ve already been gone for more than 2 weeks.  &lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;I had dinner terribly late again yesterday, and then strolled along the Champs-Elysées. There was a &amp;#039;&amp;#039;Club&amp;#039;&amp;#039;, a veritable &amp;#039;&amp;#039;club&amp;#039;&amp;#039;! I was transfixed by a whole gang of Rivoli and Rabuses, indulging in idle fun. They squealed, screamed, ran around, sometimes holding hands and singing &amp;#039;&amp;#039;rondes&amp;#039;&amp;#039; in high voices. I heard cries of: &amp;quot;que cherches tu donc, Susanne&amp;quot;, and &amp;quot;je ne sais ce que j&amp;#039;ai, je crois que je suis enceinte&amp;quot;, and &amp;quot;ah, mesdames, nous aurons chacune un homme ce soir&amp;quot;, etc. And later there I witnessed one mysterious dramatic incident, which I&amp;#039;ll remind you tell me about when we meet. I slept well. I worked very hard. Today [[Tanya]] received me in her bed; she felt completely fine and was very cheerful. I&amp;#039;ve even ceased to anticipate that what I&amp;#039;ve been anticipating for so long will ever happen. It&amp;#039;s not like that at all, and now you&amp;#039;ve already been gone for more than 2 weeks.  &lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot; data-marker=&quot;−&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #ffe49c; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;[[&lt;del style=&quot;font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;&quot;&gt;Leva&lt;/del&gt;]] has sent 600 rubles. The cold is awful today; a lot of people are wearing fur coats.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot; data-marker=&quot;+&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #a3d3ff; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;[[&lt;ins style=&quot;font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;&quot;&gt;Lyova&lt;/ins&gt;]] has sent 600 rubles. The cold is awful today; a lot of people are wearing fur coats.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;Just imagine that it seems I&amp;#039;ll have to completely finish the opera before [[Tanya]] is finished here. I&amp;#039;m glad to be lifting this weight off my shoulders, and I&amp;#039;m afraid that it will be more difficult to wait without having anything to do. Anyway, who knows — perhaps everything will be quickly and successfully resolved. You mustn&amp;#039;t worry yourself.  &lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;Just imagine that it seems I&amp;#039;ll have to completely finish the opera before [[Tanya]] is finished here. I&amp;#039;m glad to be lifting this weight off my shoulders, and I&amp;#039;m afraid that it will be more difficult to wait without having anything to do. Anyway, who knows — perhaps everything will be quickly and successfully resolved. You mustn&amp;#039;t worry yourself.  &lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
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		<author><name>Brett</name></author>
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&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;|Original text={{right|&amp;#039;&amp;#039;Пар[иж]&amp;#039;&amp;#039;&amp;lt;br/&amp;gt;22 апр[еля] [18]83}}&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;|Original text={{right|&amp;#039;&amp;#039;Пар[иж]&amp;#039;&amp;#039;&amp;lt;br/&amp;gt;22 апр[еля] [18]83}}&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;Модинька! Пожалуйста, ты не убивайся насчет меня. Уверяю тебя, что я не испытываю никаких нервностей и что вообще здоровье превосходно. Конечно, если бы можно было, я бы не оставался в Париже, — но уж если нужно, так что же делать. А главное, пожалуйста, ни в чем себя не упрекай. Ты сделал &amp;#039;&amp;#039;всё-то, и именного&amp;#039;&amp;#039;, что следовало. Что касается того, что ты мог бы меня во всем этом оставить в стороне, — то об этом даже смешно говорить. Как ты думаешь, что для меня лучше: разделить с тобой эту ниспосланную на нас невзгоду или благодушествовать где-нибудь в Риме, зная, что ты один тут бедствуешь? Про это и говорить не стоит. Мы оба жертвы рокового стечения обстоятельств.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;Модинька! Пожалуйста, ты не убивайся насчет меня. Уверяю тебя, что я не испытываю никаких нервностей и что вообще здоровье превосходно. Конечно, если бы можно было, я бы не оставался в Париже, — но уж если нужно, так что же делать. А главное, пожалуйста, ни в чем себя не упрекай. Ты сделал &amp;#039;&amp;#039;всё-то, и именного&amp;#039;&amp;#039;, что следовало. Что касается того, что ты мог бы меня во всем этом оставить в стороне, — то об этом даже смешно говорить. Как ты думаешь, что для меня лучше: разделить с тобой эту ниспосланную на нас невзгоду или благодушествовать где-нибудь в Риме, зная, что ты один тут бедствуешь? Про это и говорить не стоит. Мы оба жертвы рокового стечения обстоятельств.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot; data-marker=&quot;−&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #ffe49c; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;Вчера здесь был праздник и всё было заперто. Дул лютый северный ветер, и я ходил в теплом пальто. Таня спала, когда я пришёл; я &lt;del style=&quot;font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;&quot;&gt;проси дел &lt;/del&gt;час с Лиз[аветой] Мих[айловной] и видя, что она все спит, ушёл. Представь себе, что вчера после обеда они втроём отправились в гипподром и проси дели всё представление, оставшись им весьма довольны. Могли ли мы месяц тому назад предположить что-нибудь подобное? Когда сегодня они рассказали мне это, — я просто привскочил от удивления.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot; data-marker=&quot;+&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #a3d3ff; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;Вчера здесь был праздник и всё было заперто. Дул лютый северный ветер, и я ходил в теплом пальто. Таня спала, когда я пришёл; я &lt;ins style=&quot;font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;&quot;&gt;просидел &lt;/ins&gt;час с Лиз[аветой] Мих[айловной] и видя, что она все спит, ушёл. Представь себе, что вчера после обеда они втроём отправились в гипподром и проси дели всё представление, оставшись им весьма довольны. Могли ли мы месяц тому назад предположить что-нибудь подобное? Когда сегодня они рассказали мне это, — я просто привскочил от удивления.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;Я вчера опять обедал страшно поздно, а потом гулял в Елисейских полях. &amp;#039;&amp;#039;Клуб&amp;#039;&amp;#039;, настоящий &amp;#039;&amp;#039;клуб&amp;#039;&amp;#039;! Я упорно наблюдал за целой ватагой Риволей и Рабусов, предававшихся праздному веселью. Они пищали, кричали, бегали, иногда взявшись, за руки пели &amp;#039;&amp;#039;rondes&amp;#039;&amp;#039; высокими голосами. Слышались такие восклицания: «que cherches tu donc, Susanne?» или «je ne sais ce que j&amp;#039;ai, je crois que je suis enceinte», или «ah, mesdames, nous aurons chacune un homme ce soir» и т. д. А позже я видел там одно загадочно-драматическое происшествие, о котором напомни рассказать при свидании. Спал хорошо. Очень усердно работал. Таня сегодня принимала у себя в постели: совершенно хорошо себя чувствовала и была очень весела. Я уж перестал даже ожидать, что ожидаемое так долго когда нибудь случится. Ничего похожего нет, а ведь вот ты уже более 2 недель как уехал.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;Я вчера опять обедал страшно поздно, а потом гулял в Елисейских полях. &amp;#039;&amp;#039;Клуб&amp;#039;&amp;#039;, настоящий &amp;#039;&amp;#039;клуб&amp;#039;&amp;#039;! Я упорно наблюдал за целой ватагой Риволей и Рабусов, предававшихся праздному веселью. Они пищали, кричали, бегали, иногда взявшись, за руки пели &amp;#039;&amp;#039;rondes&amp;#039;&amp;#039; высокими голосами. Слышались такие восклицания: «que cherches tu donc, Susanne?» или «je ne sais ce que j&amp;#039;ai, je crois que je suis enceinte», или «ah, mesdames, nous aurons chacune un homme ce soir» и т. д. А позже я видел там одно загадочно-драматическое происшествие, о котором напомни рассказать при свидании. Спал хорошо. Очень усердно работал. Таня сегодня принимала у себя в постели: совершенно хорошо себя чувствовала и была очень весела. Я уж перестал даже ожидать, что ожидаемое так долго когда нибудь случится. Ничего похожего нет, а ведь вот ты уже более 2 недель как уехал.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
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&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot; data-marker=&quot;−&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #ffe49c; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;|Translated text=&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot; data-marker=&quot;+&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #a3d3ff; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;|Translated text=&lt;ins style=&quot;font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;&quot;&gt;{{right|&amp;#039;&amp;#039;[[Paris]]&amp;#039;&amp;#039;&amp;lt;br/&amp;gt;22 April 1883}}&lt;/ins&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td colspan=&quot;2&quot; class=&quot;diff-side-deleted&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot; data-marker=&quot;+&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #a3d3ff; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;ins style=&quot;font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;&quot;&gt;[[Modinka]]! Please, don&amp;#039;t torment yourself over me. I assure you that I&amp;#039;m not experiencing any nervousness whatsoever, and that in general my health is excellent. Of course, if at all possible, I wouldn&amp;#039;t be staying in [[Paris]] — but it it has to be done, then what else is there to do. And most importantly, please don&amp;#039;t reproach yourself for anything. You did &amp;#039;&amp;#039;everything and exactly&amp;#039;&amp;#039; what you ought to have done. As for you being able to leave my involvement out of all this — that&amp;#039;s even funny to talk about. What do you think is better for me: to share this misfortune sent upon us with you, or to be living contentedly in [[Rome]] somewhere, knowing that you alone are suffering hardship here? This isn&amp;#039;t worth talking about. We are both victims of a coincidence of fate.&lt;/ins&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
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&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td colspan=&quot;2&quot; class=&quot;diff-side-deleted&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot; data-marker=&quot;+&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #a3d3ff; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;ins style=&quot;font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;&quot;&gt;Yesterday was a holiday here, and everything was shut. There was a fierce north wind blowing, and I wore a warm coat. [[Tanya]] was asleep when I arrived; I sat for an hour with [[Lizaveta Mikhaylovna]], but seeing that she was still sleeping, I left. Just imagine that yesterday after dinner the three of them went to the hippodrome and sat contentedly through the whole performance. Could we have imagined something like this a month ago? When they told me this today, I simply leapt up in astonishment.&lt;/ins&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
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&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td colspan=&quot;2&quot; class=&quot;diff-side-deleted&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot; data-marker=&quot;+&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #a3d3ff; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;ins style=&quot;font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;&quot;&gt;I had dinner terribly late again yesterday, and then strolled along the Champs-Elysées. There was a &amp;#039;&amp;#039;Club&amp;#039;&amp;#039;, a veritable &amp;#039;&amp;#039;club&amp;#039;&amp;#039;! I was transfixed by a whole gang of Rivoli and Rabuses, indulging in idle fun. They squealed, screamed, ran around, sometimes holding hands and singing &amp;#039;&amp;#039;rondes&amp;#039;&amp;#039; in high voices. I heard cries of: &amp;quot;que cherches tu donc, Susanne&amp;quot;, and &amp;quot;je ne sais ce que j&amp;#039;ai, je crois que je suis enceinte&amp;quot;, and &amp;quot;ah, mesdames, nous aurons chacune un homme ce soir&amp;quot;, etc. And later there I witnessed one mysterious dramatic incident, which I&amp;#039;ll remind you tell me about when we meet. I slept well. I worked very hard. Today [[Tanya]] received me in her bed; she felt completely fine and was very cheerful. I&amp;#039;ve even ceased to anticipate that what I&amp;#039;ve been anticipating for so long will ever happen. It&amp;#039;s not like that at all, and now you&amp;#039;ve already been gone for more than 2 weeks. &lt;/ins&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
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&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td colspan=&quot;2&quot; class=&quot;diff-side-deleted&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot; data-marker=&quot;+&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #a3d3ff; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;ins style=&quot;font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;&quot;&gt;[[Leva]] has sent 600 rubles. The cold is awful today; a lot of people are wearing fur coats.&lt;/ins&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td colspan=&quot;2&quot; class=&quot;diff-side-deleted&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot; data-marker=&quot;+&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #a3d3ff; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt; &lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td colspan=&quot;2&quot; class=&quot;diff-side-deleted&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot; data-marker=&quot;+&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #a3d3ff; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;ins style=&quot;font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;&quot;&gt;Just imagine that it seems I&amp;#039;ll have to completely finish the opera before [[Tanya]] is finished here. I&amp;#039;m glad to be lifting this weight off my shoulders, and I&amp;#039;m afraid that it will be more difficult to wait without having anything to do. Anyway, who knows — perhaps everything will be quickly and successfully resolved. You mustn&amp;#039;t worry yourself. &lt;/ins&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td colspan=&quot;2&quot; class=&quot;diff-side-deleted&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot; data-marker=&quot;+&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #a3d3ff; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt; &lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td colspan=&quot;2&quot; class=&quot;diff-side-deleted&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot; data-marker=&quot;+&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #a3d3ff; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;ins style=&quot;font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;&quot;&gt;I kiss you, golubchik! [[Modya]], &amp;#039;&amp;#039;I&amp;#039;m telling you the truth&amp;#039;&amp;#039; that you shouldn&amp;#039;t worry about me. &lt;/ins&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
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|Date=22 April/4 May 1883&lt;br /&gt;
|To=[[Modest Tchaikovsky]]&lt;br /&gt;
|Place=[[Paris]]&lt;br /&gt;
|Language=Russian&lt;br /&gt;
|Autograph=[[Klin]] (Russia): {{RUS-KLč}} (a{{sup|3}}, No. 1698)&lt;br /&gt;
|Publication={{bib|1970/86|П. И. Чайковский. Полное собрание сочинений ; том XII}} (1970), p. 133–134 (abridged)&amp;lt;br/&amp;gt;{{bibx|2009/2|Неизвестный Чайковский}} (2009), p. 280–281&lt;br /&gt;
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|Original text={{right|&amp;#039;&amp;#039;Пар[иж]&amp;#039;&amp;#039;&amp;lt;br/&amp;gt;22 апр[еля] [18]83}}&lt;br /&gt;
Модинька! Пожалуйста, ты не убивайся насчет меня. Уверяю тебя, что я не испытываю никаких нервностей и что вообще здоровье превосходно. Конечно, если бы можно было, я бы не оставался в Париже, — но уж если нужно, так что же делать. А главное, пожалуйста, ни в чем себя не упрекай. Ты сделал &amp;#039;&amp;#039;всё-то, и именного&amp;#039;&amp;#039;, что следовало. Что касается того, что ты мог бы меня во всем этом оставить в стороне, — то об этом даже смешно говорить. Как ты думаешь, что для меня лучше: разделить с тобой эту ниспосланную на нас невзгоду или благодушествовать где-нибудь в Риме, зная, что ты один тут бедствуешь? Про это и говорить не стоит. Мы оба жертвы рокового стечения обстоятельств.&lt;br /&gt;
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Вчера здесь был праздник и всё было заперто. Дул лютый северный ветер, и я ходил в теплом пальто. Таня спала, когда я пришёл; я проси дел час с Лиз[аветой] Мих[айловной] и видя, что она все спит, ушёл. Представь себе, что вчера после обеда они втроём отправились в гипподром и проси дели всё представление, оставшись им весьма довольны. Могли ли мы месяц тому назад предположить что-нибудь подобное? Когда сегодня они рассказали мне это, — я просто привскочил от удивления.&lt;br /&gt;
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Я вчера опять обедал страшно поздно, а потом гулял в Елисейских полях. &amp;#039;&amp;#039;Клуб&amp;#039;&amp;#039;, настоящий &amp;#039;&amp;#039;клуб&amp;#039;&amp;#039;! Я упорно наблюдал за целой ватагой Риволей и Рабусов, предававшихся праздному веселью. Они пищали, кричали, бегали, иногда взявшись, за руки пели &amp;#039;&amp;#039;rondes&amp;#039;&amp;#039; высокими голосами. Слышались такие восклицания: «que cherches tu donc, Susanne?» или «je ne sais ce que j&amp;#039;ai, je crois que je suis enceinte», или «ah, mesdames, nous aurons chacune un homme ce soir» и т. д. А позже я видел там одно загадочно-драматическое происшествие, о котором напомни рассказать при свидании. Спал хорошо. Очень усердно работал. Таня сегодня принимала у себя в постели: совершенно хорошо себя чувствовала и была очень весела. Я уж перестал даже ожидать, что ожидаемое так долго когда нибудь случится. Ничего похожего нет, а ведь вот ты уже более 2 недель как уехал.&lt;br /&gt;
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Лева прислал 600 р[ублей]. Холод сегодня ужасный; многие в шубах ходят. &lt;br /&gt;
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Представь, что, кажется, мне придётся вполне окончить оперу раньше, чем Tаня окончит свою. Я и радуюсь, что сбуду с плеч эту тяжесть и боюсь, что без дела труднее будет ждать. Впрочем, кто знает, — может быть, все очень скоро и благополучно разрешится. Не следует отчаяваться. Целую, голубчик! Модя, &amp;#039;&amp;#039;я тебе говорю правду&amp;#039;&amp;#039;, — что не следует за меня беспокоиться.&lt;br /&gt;
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