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		<title>Brett: Text replacement - &quot;Leva&quot; to &quot;Lyova&quot;</title>
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		<summary type="html">&lt;p&gt;Text replacement - &amp;quot;&lt;a href=&quot;/pages/Leva&quot; class=&quot;mw-redirect&quot; title=&quot;Leva&quot;&gt;Leva&lt;/a&gt;&amp;quot; to &amp;quot;&lt;a href=&quot;/pages/Lyova&quot; class=&quot;mw-redirect&quot; title=&quot;Lyova&quot;&gt;Lyova&lt;/a&gt;&amp;quot;&lt;/p&gt;
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				&lt;td colspan=&quot;2&quot; style=&quot;background-color: #fff; color: #202122; text-align: center;&quot;&gt;Revision as of 11:07, 25 June 2024&lt;/td&gt;
				&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td colspan=&quot;2&quot; class=&quot;diff-lineno&quot; id=&quot;mw-diff-left-l18&quot;&gt;Line 18:&lt;/td&gt;
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&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;|Translated text={{right|&amp;#039;&amp;#039;[[Paris]]&amp;#039;&amp;#039;&amp;lt;br/&amp;gt;28/16 February 1884}}&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;|Translated text={{right|&amp;#039;&amp;#039;[[Paris]]&amp;#039;&amp;#039;&amp;lt;br/&amp;gt;28/16 February 1884}}&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot; data-marker=&quot;−&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #ffe49c; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;My dear [[Tolya]]! You are surprised that I went to [[Paris]]. But I had to be here in any case, because I&amp;#039;d given my word to [[Tanya]] that I would visit her; does it really matter whether it&amp;#039;s now or later? I still haven&amp;#039;t recovered from all the worries I&amp;#039;ve endured, and I was afraid of loneliness — this is why I would sooner be somewhere that had at least one of my own there, and where in general I felt at home. To tell the truth, I&amp;#039;m not having fun in [[Paris]] at all, and I have no peace, because I&amp;#039;ve been overpowered here by Golitsyn with Maslatinov and Vladimir Aleksandrovich Davydov. In general, I&amp;#039;m dreaming more than ever of having my own corner, somewhere in the Russian provinces. This would have suited me now, and be somewhere that I could truly find rest. I still don&amp;#039;t know if I&amp;#039;ll be going to Italy; I&amp;#039;ve very little money. The most prudent thing would be to go to [[Kamenka]] straight away. Perhaps that&amp;#039;s what I&amp;#039;ll do. [[Tanya]] is in a poor state. She hasn&amp;#039;t been out for two weeks now. The cold water treatment had no success whatsoever. Generally it makes no sense for her to stay in [[Paris]] now — but she can&amp;#039;t go to Russia either. She&amp;#039;s waiting for a reply from [[&lt;del style=&quot;font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;&quot;&gt;Leva&lt;/del&gt;]], whom she wrote to asking him to decide what she should do. The weather is hellish; the rain won&amp;#039;t let up. I&amp;#039;ve been to several theatres, but for some reason I didn&amp;#039;t experience any pleasure whatsoever, with the exception of the &amp;quot;&amp;#039;&amp;#039;Comédie Française&amp;#039;&amp;#039;&amp;quot;. I often have lunch and spend time with Golitsyn and Masalitinov. I&amp;#039;ve written to Alekseyev, asking him to do everything possible for [[Alyosha]], but without going into details, on the assumption that you&amp;#039;d explained to him what was going on. How I wish it could work out that way! For the time being address me here; if I leave they&amp;#039;ll forward any letters to me. I kiss you, golubchik. I hug [[Panichka]] and [[Tanyusha]]. Keep well. What about a dacha? Any suggestions? Lent is already approaching; it&amp;#039;s time to think about it.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot; data-marker=&quot;+&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #a3d3ff; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;My dear [[Tolya]]! You are surprised that I went to [[Paris]]. But I had to be here in any case, because I&amp;#039;d given my word to [[Tanya]] that I would visit her; does it really matter whether it&amp;#039;s now or later? I still haven&amp;#039;t recovered from all the worries I&amp;#039;ve endured, and I was afraid of loneliness — this is why I would sooner be somewhere that had at least one of my own there, and where in general I felt at home. To tell the truth, I&amp;#039;m not having fun in [[Paris]] at all, and I have no peace, because I&amp;#039;ve been overpowered here by Golitsyn with Maslatinov and Vladimir Aleksandrovich Davydov. In general, I&amp;#039;m dreaming more than ever of having my own corner, somewhere in the Russian provinces. This would have suited me now, and be somewhere that I could truly find rest. I still don&amp;#039;t know if I&amp;#039;ll be going to Italy; I&amp;#039;ve very little money. The most prudent thing would be to go to [[Kamenka]] straight away. Perhaps that&amp;#039;s what I&amp;#039;ll do. [[Tanya]] is in a poor state. She hasn&amp;#039;t been out for two weeks now. The cold water treatment had no success whatsoever. Generally it makes no sense for her to stay in [[Paris]] now — but she can&amp;#039;t go to Russia either. She&amp;#039;s waiting for a reply from [[&lt;ins style=&quot;font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;&quot;&gt;Lyova&lt;/ins&gt;]], whom she wrote to asking him to decide what she should do. The weather is hellish; the rain won&amp;#039;t let up. I&amp;#039;ve been to several theatres, but for some reason I didn&amp;#039;t experience any pleasure whatsoever, with the exception of the &amp;quot;&amp;#039;&amp;#039;Comédie Française&amp;#039;&amp;#039;&amp;quot;. I often have lunch and spend time with Golitsyn and Masalitinov. I&amp;#039;ve written to Alekseyev, asking him to do everything possible for [[Alyosha]], but without going into details, on the assumption that you&amp;#039;d explained to him what was going on. How I wish it could work out that way! For the time being address me here; if I leave they&amp;#039;ll forward any letters to me. I kiss you, golubchik. I hug [[Panichka]] and [[Tanyusha]]. Keep well. What about a dacha? Any suggestions? Lent is already approaching; it&amp;#039;s time to think about it.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
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&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;I hug you.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;I hug you.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;{{right|P. Tchaikovsky}}&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;{{right|P. Tchaikovsky}}&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
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		<author><name>Brett</name></author>
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		<title>Brett: Text replacement - &quot;Lev&quot; to &quot;Leva&quot;</title>
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		<updated>2024-05-11T17:25:45Z</updated>

		<summary type="html">&lt;p&gt;Text replacement - &amp;quot;&lt;a href=&quot;/pages/Lev&quot; class=&quot;mw-redirect&quot; title=&quot;Lev&quot;&gt;Lev&lt;/a&gt;&amp;quot; to &amp;quot;&lt;a href=&quot;/pages/Leva&quot; class=&quot;mw-redirect&quot; title=&quot;Leva&quot;&gt;Leva&lt;/a&gt;&amp;quot;&lt;/p&gt;
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				&lt;td colspan=&quot;2&quot; style=&quot;background-color: #fff; color: #202122; text-align: center;&quot;&gt;Revision as of 19:25, 11 May 2024&lt;/td&gt;
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&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;|Translated text={{right|&amp;#039;&amp;#039;[[Paris]]&amp;#039;&amp;#039;&amp;lt;br/&amp;gt;28/16 February 1884}}&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;|Translated text={{right|&amp;#039;&amp;#039;[[Paris]]&amp;#039;&amp;#039;&amp;lt;br/&amp;gt;28/16 February 1884}}&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot; data-marker=&quot;−&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #ffe49c; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;My dear [[Tolya]]! You are surprised that I went to [[Paris]]. But I had to be here in any case, because I&amp;#039;d given my word to [[Tanya]] that I would visit her; does it really matter whether it&amp;#039;s now or later? I still haven&amp;#039;t recovered from all the worries I&amp;#039;ve endured, and I was afraid of loneliness — this is why I would sooner be somewhere that had at least one of my own there, and where in general I felt at home. To tell the truth, I&amp;#039;m not having fun in [[Paris]] at all, and I have no peace, because I&amp;#039;ve been overpowered here by Golitsyn with Maslatinov and Vladimir Aleksandrovich Davydov. In general, I&amp;#039;m dreaming more than ever of having my own corner, somewhere in the Russian provinces. This would have suited me now, and be somewhere that I could truly find rest. I still don&amp;#039;t know if I&amp;#039;ll be going to Italy; I&amp;#039;ve very little money. The most prudent thing would be to go to [[Kamenka]] straight away. Perhaps that&amp;#039;s what I&amp;#039;ll do. [[Tanya]] is in a poor state. She hasn&amp;#039;t been out for two weeks now. The cold water treatment had no success whatsoever. Generally it makes no sense for her to stay in [[Paris]] now — but she can&amp;#039;t go to Russia either. She&amp;#039;s waiting for a reply from [[&lt;del style=&quot;font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;&quot;&gt;Lev&lt;/del&gt;]], whom she wrote to asking him to decide what she should do. The weather is hellish; the rain won&amp;#039;t let up. I&amp;#039;ve been to several theatres, but for some reason I didn&amp;#039;t experience any pleasure whatsoever, with the exception of the &amp;quot;&amp;#039;&amp;#039;Comédie Française&amp;#039;&amp;#039;&amp;quot;. I often have lunch and spend time with Golitsyn and Masalitinov. I&amp;#039;ve written to Alekseyev, asking him to do everything possible for [[Alyosha]], but without going into details, on the assumption that you&amp;#039;d explained to him what was going on. How I wish it could work out that way! For the time being address me here; if I leave they&amp;#039;ll forward any letters to me. I kiss you, golubchik. I hug [[Panichka]] and [[Tanyusha]]. Keep well. What about a dacha? Any suggestions? Lent is already approaching; it&amp;#039;s time to think about it.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot; data-marker=&quot;+&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #a3d3ff; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;My dear [[Tolya]]! You are surprised that I went to [[Paris]]. But I had to be here in any case, because I&amp;#039;d given my word to [[Tanya]] that I would visit her; does it really matter whether it&amp;#039;s now or later? I still haven&amp;#039;t recovered from all the worries I&amp;#039;ve endured, and I was afraid of loneliness — this is why I would sooner be somewhere that had at least one of my own there, and where in general I felt at home. To tell the truth, I&amp;#039;m not having fun in [[Paris]] at all, and I have no peace, because I&amp;#039;ve been overpowered here by Golitsyn with Maslatinov and Vladimir Aleksandrovich Davydov. In general, I&amp;#039;m dreaming more than ever of having my own corner, somewhere in the Russian provinces. This would have suited me now, and be somewhere that I could truly find rest. I still don&amp;#039;t know if I&amp;#039;ll be going to Italy; I&amp;#039;ve very little money. The most prudent thing would be to go to [[Kamenka]] straight away. Perhaps that&amp;#039;s what I&amp;#039;ll do. [[Tanya]] is in a poor state. She hasn&amp;#039;t been out for two weeks now. The cold water treatment had no success whatsoever. Generally it makes no sense for her to stay in [[Paris]] now — but she can&amp;#039;t go to Russia either. She&amp;#039;s waiting for a reply from [[&lt;ins style=&quot;font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;&quot;&gt;Leva&lt;/ins&gt;]], whom she wrote to asking him to decide what she should do. The weather is hellish; the rain won&amp;#039;t let up. I&amp;#039;ve been to several theatres, but for some reason I didn&amp;#039;t experience any pleasure whatsoever, with the exception of the &amp;quot;&amp;#039;&amp;#039;Comédie Française&amp;#039;&amp;#039;&amp;quot;. I often have lunch and spend time with Golitsyn and Masalitinov. I&amp;#039;ve written to Alekseyev, asking him to do everything possible for [[Alyosha]], but without going into details, on the assumption that you&amp;#039;d explained to him what was going on. How I wish it could work out that way! For the time being address me here; if I leave they&amp;#039;ll forward any letters to me. I kiss you, golubchik. I hug [[Panichka]] and [[Tanyusha]]. Keep well. What about a dacha? Any suggestions? Lent is already approaching; it&amp;#039;s time to think about it.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
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&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;|Original text={{right|&amp;#039;&amp;#039;Париж&amp;#039;&amp;#039;&amp;lt;br/&amp;gt;28/16 февр[аля] 1884 г[ода]}}&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;|Original text={{right|&amp;#039;&amp;#039;Париж&amp;#039;&amp;#039;&amp;lt;br/&amp;gt;28/16 февр[аля] 1884 г[ода]}}&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot; data-marker=&quot;−&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #ffe49c; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;Милый мой Толя! Ты удивляешься, что я в Париж поехал. Но ведь я во всяком случае должен был здесь быть, ибо дал слово Тане навестить её: не все ли равно — теперь или после? Я и до сих пор ещё не оправился от всех перенесённых волнений, и одиночество мне было страшно, — вот почему я и предпочёл поскорее быть там, г де хоть кто-нибудь из своих есть и где вообще я как дома. По правде сказать, мне совсем не весело в Париже, да и спокойствия нет, ибо меня одолевают тут Голицын с Масалитиновым и Вл[адимир] Ал[ександрович] Давыдов. Вообще, более чем когда-либо я начинаю мечтать о своём собственном уголке, где-нибудь в русской провинции. Вот что бы мне теперь подходило и где я бы мог настоящим образом отдохнуть. До сих пор ещё не знаю, поеду ли в Италию; у меня очень мало денег. Благоразумнее всего было бы сейчас же отправиться в Каменку. Может быть, я так и сделаю. &lt;del style=&quot;font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;&quot;&gt;состояние &lt;/del&gt;Тани плохое. Две недели она уже не выходит. Лечение холодной водой не имело никакого успеха. Вообще её пребывание в Париже не имеет теперь никакого смысла, — а в Россию тоже ехать нельзя. Она ждёт ответа от Левы, которому писала, прося его решить, что ей делать. Погода стоит адская; дождь не прекращается. Был в нескольких театрах, но нигде никакого удовольствия почему-то не испытывал, за исключением «&amp;#039;&amp;#039;Comédie Française&amp;#039;&amp;#039;». Часто приходится обедать и проводить время с Голицыным и Масалитиновым. Я писал Алексееву, прося его сделать все возможное для Алёши, но не входя ни в какие подробности в том предположении, что ты ему объяснил, в чем дело. Как я бы желал, чтобы так устроилось! Покамест адресуй сюда; если уеду, то мне перешлют письма. Целую тебя, голубчик; Паничку обнимаю и Танюшу. Будьте здоровы. Что дача? Есть ли предложения? Уж пост наступает; пора об этом подумать.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot; data-marker=&quot;+&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #a3d3ff; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;Милый мой Толя! Ты удивляешься, что я в Париж поехал. Но ведь я во всяком случае должен был здесь быть, ибо дал слово Тане навестить её: не все ли равно — теперь или после? Я и до сих пор ещё не оправился от всех перенесённых волнений, и одиночество мне было страшно, — вот почему я и предпочёл поскорее быть там, г де хоть кто-нибудь из своих есть и где вообще я как дома. По правде сказать, мне совсем не весело в Париже, да и спокойствия нет, ибо меня одолевают тут Голицын с Масалитиновым и Вл[адимир] Ал[ександрович] Давыдов. Вообще, более чем когда-либо я начинаю мечтать о своём собственном уголке, где-нибудь в русской провинции. Вот что бы мне теперь подходило и где я бы мог настоящим образом отдохнуть. До сих пор ещё не знаю, поеду ли в Италию; у меня очень мало денег. Благоразумнее всего было бы сейчас же отправиться в Каменку. Может быть, я так и сделаю. &lt;ins style=&quot;font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;&quot;&gt;Состояние &lt;/ins&gt;Тани плохое. Две недели она уже не выходит. Лечение холодной водой не имело никакого успеха. Вообще её пребывание в Париже не имеет теперь никакого смысла, — а в Россию тоже ехать нельзя. Она ждёт ответа от Левы, которому писала, прося его решить, что ей делать. Погода стоит адская; дождь не прекращается. Был в нескольких театрах, но нигде никакого удовольствия почему-то не испытывал, за исключением «&amp;#039;&amp;#039;Comédie Française&amp;#039;&amp;#039;». Часто приходится обедать и проводить время с Голицыным и Масалитиновым. Я писал Алексееву, прося его сделать все возможное для Алёши, но не входя ни в какие подробности в том предположении, что ты ему объяснил, в чем дело. Как я бы желал, чтобы так устроилось! Покамест адресуй сюда; если уеду, то мне перешлют письма. Целую тебя, голубчик; Паничку обнимаю и Танюшу. Будьте здоровы. Что дача? Есть ли предложения? Уж пост наступает; пора об этом подумать.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
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&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;Обнимаю.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;Обнимаю.&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;{{right|П. Чайковский}}&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;background-color: #f8f9fa; color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #eaecf0; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;{{right|П. Чайковский}}&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
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&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot; data-marker=&quot;−&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #ffe49c; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;|Translated text=&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot; data-marker=&quot;+&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #a3d3ff; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;|Translated text=&lt;ins style=&quot;font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;&quot;&gt;{{right|&amp;#039;&amp;#039;[[Paris]]&amp;#039;&amp;#039;&amp;lt;br/&amp;gt;28/16 February 1884}}&lt;/ins&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td colspan=&quot;2&quot; class=&quot;diff-side-deleted&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td class=&quot;diff-marker&quot; data-marker=&quot;+&quot;&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td style=&quot;color: #202122; font-size: 88%; border-style: solid; border-width: 1px 1px 1px 4px; border-radius: 0.33em; border-color: #a3d3ff; vertical-align: top; white-space: pre-wrap;&quot;&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;ins style=&quot;font-weight: bold; text-decoration: none;&quot;&gt;My dear [[Tolya]]! You are surprised that I went to [[Paris]]. But I had to be here in any case, because I&amp;#039;d given my word to [[Tanya]] that I would visit her; does it really matter whether it&amp;#039;s now or later? I still haven&amp;#039;t recovered from all the worries I&amp;#039;ve endured, and I was afraid of loneliness — this is why I would sooner be somewhere that had at least one of my own there, and where in general I felt at home. To tell the truth, I&amp;#039;m not having fun in [[Paris]] at all, and I have no peace, because I&amp;#039;ve been overpowered here by Golitsyn with Maslatinov and Vladimir Aleksandrovich Davydov. In general, I&amp;#039;m dreaming more than ever of having my own corner, somewhere in the Russian provinces. This would have suited me now, and be somewhere that I could truly find rest. I still don&amp;#039;t know if I&amp;#039;ll be going to Italy; I&amp;#039;ve very little money. The most prudent thing would be to go to [[Kamenka]] straight away. Perhaps that&amp;#039;s what I&amp;#039;ll do. [[Tanya]] is in a poor state. She hasn&amp;#039;t been out for two weeks now. The cold water treatment had no success whatsoever. Generally it makes no sense for her to stay in [[Paris]] now — but she can&amp;#039;t go to Russia either. She&amp;#039;s waiting for a reply from [[Lev]], whom she wrote to asking him to decide what she should do. The weather is hellish; the rain won&amp;#039;t let up. I&amp;#039;ve been to several theatres, but for some reason I didn&amp;#039;t experience any pleasure whatsoever, with the exception of the &amp;quot;&amp;#039;&amp;#039;Comédie Française&amp;#039;&amp;#039;&amp;quot;. I often have lunch and spend time with Golitsyn and Masalitinov. I&amp;#039;ve written to Alekseyev, asking him to do everything possible for [[Alyosha]], but without going into details, on the assumption that you&amp;#039;d explained to him what was going on. How I wish it could work out that way! For the time being address me here; if I leave they&amp;#039;ll forward any letters to me. I kiss you, golubchik. I hug [[Panichka]] and [[Tanyusha]]. Keep well. What about a dacha? Any suggestions? Lent is already approaching; it&amp;#039;s time to think about it.&lt;/ins&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;
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		<title>Brett at 12:35, 5 April 2020</title>
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|Date=16/28 February 1884&lt;br /&gt;
|To=[[Anatoly Tchaikovsky]]&lt;br /&gt;
|Place=[[Paris]]&lt;br /&gt;
|Language=Russian&lt;br /&gt;
|Autograph=[[Klin]] (Russia): {{RUS-KLč}} (a{{sup|3}}, No. 1381)&lt;br /&gt;
|Publication={{bib|1970/86|П. И. Чайковский. Полное собрание сочинений ; том XII}} (1970), p. 319–320&lt;br /&gt;
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|Original text={{right|&amp;#039;&amp;#039;Париж&amp;#039;&amp;#039;&amp;lt;br/&amp;gt;28/16 февр[аля] 1884 г[ода]}}&lt;br /&gt;
Милый мой Толя! Ты удивляешься, что я в Париж поехал. Но ведь я во всяком случае должен был здесь быть, ибо дал слово Тане навестить её: не все ли равно — теперь или после? Я и до сих пор ещё не оправился от всех перенесённых волнений, и одиночество мне было страшно, — вот почему я и предпочёл поскорее быть там, г де хоть кто-нибудь из своих есть и где вообще я как дома. По правде сказать, мне совсем не весело в Париже, да и спокойствия нет, ибо меня одолевают тут Голицын с Масалитиновым и Вл[адимир] Ал[ександрович] Давыдов. Вообще, более чем когда-либо я начинаю мечтать о своём собственном уголке, где-нибудь в русской провинции. Вот что бы мне теперь подходило и где я бы мог настоящим образом отдохнуть. До сих пор ещё не знаю, поеду ли в Италию; у меня очень мало денег. Благоразумнее всего было бы сейчас же отправиться в Каменку. Может быть, я так и сделаю. состояние Тани плохое. Две недели она уже не выходит. Лечение холодной водой не имело никакого успеха. Вообще её пребывание в Париже не имеет теперь никакого смысла, — а в Россию тоже ехать нельзя. Она ждёт ответа от Левы, которому писала, прося его решить, что ей делать. Погода стоит адская; дождь не прекращается. Был в нескольких театрах, но нигде никакого удовольствия почему-то не испытывал, за исключением «&amp;#039;&amp;#039;Comédie Française&amp;#039;&amp;#039;». Часто приходится обедать и проводить время с Голицыным и Масалитиновым. Я писал Алексееву, прося его сделать все возможное для Алёши, но не входя ни в какие подробности в том предположении, что ты ему объяснил, в чем дело. Как я бы желал, чтобы так устроилось! Покамест адресуй сюда; если уеду, то мне перешлют письма. Целую тебя, голубчик; Паничку обнимаю и Танюшу. Будьте здоровы. Что дача? Есть ли предложения? Уж пост наступает; пора об этом подумать.&lt;br /&gt;
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Обнимаю.&lt;br /&gt;
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